Sometimes people expect too much from another. They expect you to know them happy, know them sad, know them angry, know them cornered, know everything single detail. Reality check, even your best friends aren't able to read you like a book!
So no, not everyone knows.
Just because you're unhappy doesn't make it someone else s' fault.
If something happens to you over and over again, it should be obvious to you that it isn't everyone else s' problem...
IT'S YOURS.
Who would be stupid enough to think that everyone in this large albeit (sometimes)tiny world is of the same mould? Personalities defer whether you like it or not.
Seriously, I'm so sick and tired of feeling nothing but guilt each time this happens. Maybe this is the reason why we're drifting apart. Maybe this is the reason why things are starting to become a blur picture between us. Or maybe these are just reasons i use to cover up the truth.
Maybe I'm just tired of being the only one making efforts over and over again.
It should have been obvious to me each time but no, I brushed it aside thinking how terrible it was for you and how terrible it was of me to not take notice. But you know what?
It isn't MY fault things aren't turning out well for you.
Everything requires effort from both parties. It's only a matter of whether you're willing to take the plunge or not. Communication needs two. Conversation needs two. Even partying needs two, my god.
We're not all psychics for god's sake! Even if one of us are (or maybe me because i always tell myself i can read minds LOL), we can't be always reading your mind. Do you have any idea how tiring it is for us then?
No one else can do it for you. No one else can speak for you but yourself.
So stop being a wet blanket and blame us all for it!
Okay thankyouverymuch, now anger is no longer bottled up. Anger has been released. Vicky feels good now for complaining. Vicky wants to complain more.
LOL!
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